Friday, November 8, 2013

CRUSH or CRUSHED??


lately i've been thinking that whether having a feeling for a person is the thing that will make people happy or not?

in this dilemma, it is such a nuisance. I am crushed right now.

Liking someone for quite a long time and not having a respong from that person makes me thinking that maybe I'm the only one who having a crush.

And yes. He Knew. My feelings for him is not a secret any more. He already knew it for quite a time. maybe it is an unrequited love.

I just don't understand why it is hard for him to tell me what he is thinking about me. He knew that I liked him and yet he has nothing to say to me. What's the problem, dude?

This situation makes me confused. Do you like me or not? I can deal with that, ok.

I think I can take any rejection. Well, we can have any choice right?

Well, we still can be friends right?

Recently, I've been thinking that I should move on and just focus on other things but he will be always right in front me. How can I forget about him when he is around me... haishhhhh... SUCKS...

yeah. That's it. And Know i'm officially crushed.

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Finals!!

its finalsssssssssssss!!

ahhhh... SUCKS!!

now, have to get busy for final assesment, MAJOR AND MINOR!!

well, the Major are done, now waiting for minor... :)

Hopefully everything's goes well and Goodluck to all... hehehe

xsbr nak balit KUCHING!!!

Research Methodology MENYEKSAKAN!!!!!!!!!

okayy.. what the hell!!

subject sem 4 tok apalah.. rasa dh x sanggup dh carry on agik!! Jaklah tmbh lecturer ctok nang hampeh.. mcm x consider students.. malas ku nak mdh agik..

semua mok knk KIPAS!! mun x, kita tok x di lalek nya agik..

ada cgek subject tok S*** lah.. aiyooo.. Lecturer nya jaklah nang jenis x tauk bahasa eh biak ada keja lain.. mcm nya sorag jak lect kat ctok.. hmmm..

ariya mdh final hantar last week.. kak ya mdh awak kena buat lagi lah.. x betol lah.. sedangkan nya pun berik ayat ya... WTH lah... kau nganok kau pun kali nak..

Jaklah nak cuti sem.. x tenteram nak cuti oleh nya.. Hopefully klk x jumpa nya agik..

Wednesday, May 29, 2013

Having Fun in Kuching (For 3 Days only)

recently, i just got back from my sem break.. and yes.. another sem break.. quite amazing huh?? hahahahhaha

anyway, my mom bought me a ticket to go back to Kuching and yeah.. its been a great few days for me to hang out with my family... hehehehhee..

for that 3 days, im too busy for myself.... but for one thing... FAST 6 was on the list.... CHECKED!



hahahaha.. it was awesome... weeeee... got to watch it with my siblings... hahahhaa...










Thursday, April 11, 2013

Saturday, March 30, 2013

Should I or Should Not?


For me, liking someone is a great feeling where you can giggling with youself.. hahahhaa...

this guy, hmmmm.. i started to like him when the first time we talked to each other.. i don't know how i can attracted to him and yet i never see him as i see him now.. you know what i mean? hehehehee..


but , we never know what to expect right? hehehe..
tp yang paling best, i have as a spy which is kawan baik si dia tuuuuu..

adalah yg tolong2 kannn.. hahahhaa... thats how i got a certain info bout him.. hehehe

i just realize i really like him.. my friends always told me that to tell him how i feel but it is not that easy... bukan senang okayyy!! nak ckp "i like you" ??? what???

maybe i dare to do that kind of thing but who cares?? jantung pun dh berdebar2 bila memikirkan si dia tuuuuu.. no way!!

these few days, i always bump into him.. heheh.. pakai bj yg samelah.. hahaha.. besttt!! :)
and the most important thing is, i think he know that i like him.. but dats ok! i don't really care bout it... hehehehe.. it will make my work so much easier... isn't it?


but i don't how long should i wait for his responds.. hmmmm..
well, if he likes me too then he should tell me right?

now, i don't think having a crush is a good thing bcoz for me, i feel really difficult to do where you always think what he thinks about you.. this making me so frustrated!!

i just hope he will give me some responds soonnnn!!! :)

if he still not giving some responds to me by this end of semester, i think i will start to move on and forget about him.. i think that will be a good thing to do.. right?

i dont think i could bear to keep this feeling anymore.. i dont want it to happen twice!

crazy time!

wow, its only 2nd week of this semester and yet the assignments has filled in the list!!

i just can't imagine it.. it is full of stresss..... now , we need to brainwashed ourself to get new ideas to present to the lecturer...

and the most boring part is, this new semester we will mostly spend our time on researches... it was a headache!!

for sure, i just want to get away from this stress and have a free life full of adventures.. it is not easy being a student especially art students..

we have presentation, presentation and presentation.. it suckssss!!

but hopefully i will get a deans list again for this semester... so that i can mantain my cgpa and i don't have to pay my ptptn.. hahahhaa.. :P

Monday, February 25, 2013

unexpected result!!

wow, on the 15th of Feb, the degree result was out and i am really nervous about it...
all the students are waiting for their results but i just want to wait for the next day because i don't like waiting for it...

then, the next day, i switched on my labtop and BOOM!!!

I've got Dean List..!!!

i never dreamed of this!!

Thank God.. all my hardwork that i put through this semester makes it more worth it.. :)

i just hope i can maintain it until my last semester and get the ANC... :)

Tuesday, February 5, 2013

cool website! check it out!

hey, guys!!
come on.. and let's check this cool website...

share with others..okayyy..:)

 

Another GREAT EXPERIENCE!

i had my another great experience for this new year, 2013!
i met a lot of people through an event that i've joined, although it was on last minute, it was a great one!!

okay.. nak cite ni.. hehehee..
last time, my friend ajak masuk ade satu event ni which they called "Malaysian Dance Village". It was organized by UiTM Shah Alam.. so, fikir2, join je lah.. ade sijil and experience kannn..

actually my friend asked me to be a photographer but in the end i became an audio-woman.. hahaha.. the first ever in history.. i kind of proud of myself.. hahaha..
at first, rasa macam nak tak nak, tp fikir2 lagi, mcm best je kan..so try je lahh.. hahaha..
i don't know how to describe the feelings at first but... thank god, i have my partner.. his name was Rahul..! i thought the name was unique.. but it was only a nickname nothing involved with hindi movies.. hahahhaa..

event tu start on 26th Jan-28th Jan 2013... so, sebelum tu kite org kena buat rehearsel than time tulah our work has begun..
first time jaga audio ni, remeh lah sangat... but nasib baik ada partner walaupun die ni jenis yg menggelabah.. hahahhaa.. jumpa lagi dgn abg audio yg cool sangat2.. dieorg byk tlg kiteorg ni.. mesti dieorg byk layan karenah kiteorg ni.. hahahhaa.. mcm2 lah yg terjadi time jaga audio ni... nampak senang tp payah sangat!
 p/s: kalau sape yg cepat panik, jgn ambik task ni.. tension nanti.. hehehehehe

time latihan pentas on the 24th tu, byk yg dh bg lagu kat kiteorg utk competition.. and ade jugak yg byk songeh lagi.. aiyoyoy... mcm ni tension lah kiteorg.. last2 nanti kiteorg jugak yg kenaaaa...!

so far, no problem lah, tp time pertandingan tu ade jugak yg bg problem mcm, ada satu U ni, dieorg bg byk cd, lepas tu time turn dieorg slh lagu pulak.. so, paniklah kiteorg..!! last2, thank god, kiteorg dpt handle lagi...hehehehehe... time habis tu, rase nak nangis pulak, coz mmg kite org akan kena nanti... tp nak buat mcm mane kan, benda dh jadi.. so,,, xdpt nak buat ape2 lagi...

pastu ade jugak problem dgn cd lagi.. ckp lg stuck lah.. inilah.. itulah.. tp itulah yg kiteorg kena handle kat atas tu time jaga audio.. kiteorg je tau ape kes kat situ bile semua org menuding jari kat kiteorg.. it is not an easy task to blame people for some mistakes that cannot be undone..

finally after 3 hari MDV berlangsung , kiteorg ade postmotem utk finalizekan semua kerja yg telah dijalankan.. so, semualah yg tak puas hati dh diluahkan.. well, thank you for all the support from the AJK's yg byk tlg kiteorg.. hehehee

Although it is only a few days that we've known each other, i will never forget each one of them that i met through this event.. u guys are awesome!! i love u guys and i really miss you guys...! i hope that we can hang out some day... :)




Friday, February 1, 2013

MY FIRST FINAL ASSESMENT FOR DEGREE!

pada 15hb, kami telah menjalani our first final assesment for our major ceramic. kiteorg group plg last sekali yg buat assesment ni.., payah bebeno nak menunggu semua settle sbb yg lain dh sibuk nak cuti sem dh.....

sebelum hati assesment tu, kami berkumpul dan berbincang dgn lecturer kiteorg iaitu sir rizal yang sempoi.. hahahahaahaha.. geng org sarawak juak,,, hehehehee...
kiteorg bincang ttg display artwork, macam mane nak diplay and everything lah,,,..

just so u know, rupa-rupanya, group kiteorg adalah group yg first sekali buat project dr first step sampai step yg terakhir..... kiteorg pun x tau.. hahahaahahahha...

anyway, menjadi pelajar seramik ni, x lah susah mana, yg penting kena rajin lah, sebab akan dudok kat studio tanpa pergerakan...hahahahah...


ni gambar2 time kiteorg buat final assesment....:p





Saturday, January 12, 2013

kelawar-kelawar malam...!

hahaha.. dh dekat2 final tok mala jak susah nak tido mlm.. hmmm..
gne lah tok... dh xda ubat agik..
tido awal pagi, bgn tangah hari... hahahaa

x lamak gik jadii gtok kmkorg..



palak dh besar.. makin besar lah bdn mekorg tok.. haishhh...
pa nak jadi...
klk balit swk konfirm xpat polah gtok agik...


hahahhaaa...

tiap2 hari jadi gtok jak..


final examination..

weeee... dh final dh tok...
so, that's mean dh nak habis dh untuk semster ni... 
x sabar mok balit eh.. tp ada event gik sampe 28hb jan tok.. which is Malaysian Dance Village organized by Uitm Shah Alam..

tp jadi ajk jak.. x menari pun but dance is still my PASSION...
well, tiket pun blm book agik, so, plan nak balit on 10hb feb but if jadi tlg aunty kat art centre nya, i will be home on february which is on Chinese New Year...

Kmkorg ada 2 paper jak - CTU and PSYCHOLOGY

hmmm.. tawakal jak lah.. belajar2 xtauklah gne mekorg pun result.. but i hope i will maintain my cgpa above 3 pointer... aminnn...

so now, tgh tunggu utk major assesment, hopefully it will run smoothly.. 
then i can count my days to go back to KCH!! huhuhuhu..

KCH!! I miss you so much...